It was bittersweet tonight. Dinner- Good. Getting drunk- always good. Stand up Comedian- great. Watching someone you realize you still do love get into his car and drive away-- bittersweet.
Don't get me wrong, I've accepted the fact that its over, and I appreciate the friendship we still have. But watching him leave tonight...for some reason reminded me of all the good times in our 5 years together.
Then again it's possible this is also just my sex drive in over-kill talking.